dgray_man | Drabble: In The Rain

So I posted this for

dgray_contest, but I was so proud of it that I decided to post it here, too. =D Enjoy~

Title: In The Rain
Rating: PG-13
Pairings/Characters: Kanda/Allen
Warnings: Blood and gore, horrible language on Kanda's part, suggestions of boy love
Word Count: 299

“Shit, shit, shit, shit, you stupid bean sprout...”

My feet flew almost without being asked, splashing wetly in the mud beneath me. I couldn’t arrive at his side fast enough. Already, the blood was pooling around him, soaking into the already sopping ground and turning it black. The wound was an ugly one, just a sticky mess of crimson liquid, chunks of flesh and bone. His eyes were closed, pale face relaxed. I could feel my careful control fraying at the edges, the adrenaline making me jumpy. It still hadn’t quite sunk in yet. Because really, he couldn’t be... It would never happen... The Destroyer of Time couldn’t possibly be... dead...

I fell to my knees, mud and rainwater and gore seeping into my uniform. My hands shook as they went to his chest, trying to find some way to close up the wound, to stop the bleeding. God, there was so much blood...

“You fucking idiot, you’d better not die on me...”

There was no way, there was just no way... His abdomen was just a bloody mess, there was no way to hold his broken body together. I settled for draping him across my lap, holding him awkwardly in my arms as his skin grew ever paler, colder. My breath started coming in short gasps.

This was a sin, a fucking sin... God Himself would sin in taking this boy’s life. There was still so much light in him, so much he hadn’t done... He could still save so many... Maybe he could even save me...

I glared up at the sky, covered in black clouds. “I hate you, God. I fucking hate—“

“K...Kan...da...”

I looked down sharply, and a tear escaped my eye. I wiped it away quickly.

“Idiot,” I grumbled, but pulled him closer.