dgray_man | how it ends

Been writing some Cross/Maria fic, and decided to throw a FST together. Minor pairings need lurve too, yes? :3 Or either way... who doesn't like free mp3s...

(I'll apologize for such a bad graphic, my PS is on the fritz)

The whole FST is HERE. Each song is uploaded individually below.

Enjoy, kiddos.

1. "Fire"
Daniel Lanois

My angel I promised her we'd be dressed in a cloud
Standing on pillars on fire singing out loud
Shot from truth and love, not darkness
With the moon under your feet
Where birth goes on and rides terror
My shine will be complete

With your fire your fire
My tremolo
You're my fire

Every so softly it grows when you don't wear your armor
Crushing the burden and confusion sour
Trembling high on every leaf
Raining light down on your belief
Oh my angel unburdened by the race
I'll go down burning in your embrace

On fire, on fire
My tremolo
You're my fire

Don't take away my shine
My shine is all I have
My heat, my love, my beauty and my glad
It worries me sometimes that I want love
And live a life of sad

My tremolo
Sweet baby, my fire
My desire, fire

~O~

2. "Slither"
Velvet Revolver

Hey Hey Hey

When you look you see right through me
Cut the rope, fell to my knees
Born and broken every single time

Always keep me under finger
That's the spot where you run to me
Might see some type of pleasure in my mind

Yeah, here comes the water
It comes to wash away the sins of you and I
This time you see

Hey hey hey

When you seek me you destroy me
Rape my mind and smell the poppies
Born and bloodied every single time

Always keep me under finger
That's the spot where you might linger
But I see some type of pleasure in my mind

~O~

3. "Big Empty"
Stone Temple Pilots

drivin' faster in my car
falling farther from just what we are
smoke a cigarette and lie some more
these conversations kill
falling faster in my car

time to take her home
her dizzy head is conscience laden
time to take a ride
it leaves today no conversation
time to take her home
her dizzy head is conscience laden
time to wait too long
to wait too long
these conversations kill

to much walkin', shoes worn thin
too much trippin' and my soul's worn thin
time to catch a ride
it leaves today, her name is what it means
to much walkin', shoe's worn thin

~O~

4. "Somewhere a Clock is Ticking"
Snow Patrol

I've got this feeling that there's something that I missed
(I could do most anything to you...)
Don't you breathe
Something happened, that I never understood
You can't leave
Every second, dripping off my fingertips
Wage your war
Another soldier, says he's not afraid to die
Well I am scared
In slow motion, the blast is beautiful
Doors slam shut
A clock is ticking, but it's hidden far away
Safe and sound

I could do most anything to you

~O~

5. "Black Is The Colour Of My True Love's Heart"
Neverending White Lights

Bless your heart
And your tired eyes
And try to keep your strength
Your life bleeds like the red I wore
On my lips as skin turned pale

Take this breath
For the lives we waste
For the hollow souls we own
Give me hope
For a restless heart
Where we'll go no one will follow, close

I swear to god I only fall apart
I swear to god I only fall apart

You've waited all your life
To take this from my blood

Indebted to you, indebted to me
Indebted to god until we bleed

This life will last

~O~

6. "Gamble"
Shiina Ringo

Japanese song

7. "Tourniquet"
Rasputina

I'm made of hair and bone and little teeth
And think I cannot speak
I come on like a crippled plaything
My spine is just a string
I wrapped our love in all this foil
Silver tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil
But flies will lay their eggs

Take your hatred out on me
Make your victim my neck

You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet

Prosthetic synthesis with butterfly
Sealed up with virgin stitch
If it hurts baby please don't cry
Preserve my innocence

I never wanted it end this way
But flies will lay their eggs

Take your hatred out on me
Make me your victim tonight
You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet

What I wanted
What I needed
I tried to get for me
Nothing wanted
Nothing needed
No one comes for free

Take your hatred out on me
Make your victim my neck
You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet
You never ever believed in me

8. "Parabola"
Tool

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here, right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Alive

In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and, celebrate this
(chance to be alive and breathing 2x)

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion.

~O~

9. "You and I"
Violet Archers

10. "Maria"
Blondie

She moves like she don't care
Smooth as silk
Cool as air
Oooh it makes you wanna cry

She doesn't know your name and your heart beats like a subway train
Oooh it makes you wanna die

Oooh don't you wanna take her?
Wanna' make her all your own?
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind

Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelights

I've seen this thing before
In my best friends and the boy next door
Fool for love and full of fire
Won't come in from the rain
She's oceans running down the drain
Blue as ice and desire

Don't you wanna make her?
Oooh don't you wanna take her home?
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelights

Oooh don't you wanna break her?
Oooh don't you wanna take her home?

She walks like she don't care
Walking on imported air
Oooh it makes you wanna die

Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelights

Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Regina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelights
Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind

11. "Waste"
Seether

Go unnoticed
Let the freedom wash away
Losing focus
The pretense is second nature
It's a broken life that i cling to
Trying to make right

I feel dismay just like you do
I feel decayed

So find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me (this wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me after all

Yes i see you
Surrounded by the hopeless
When they need you
You're much too good and bloated
By the hopeless life that you cling to
Try to make right

I feel disdain just like you do
I feel decayed

So find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me (this wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me after all

Go away
Go away

And just leave me here
Just leave me here
Just leave me here

So find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me (this wasted life)
Find me a way to leave this wasted life
Behind me after all

This wasted life

~O~

12. "Mercy"
IAMX

Mercy, when I melt in the kiss by the words and the whispers you sing me
Mercy, I'm frail in the kill by submission and will that you bring me
Mercy, when I'm nothing but ego you slap me to let go and sleep free
Now I sleep free...

You're my toybox, your my memories
when I smell your skin you just make my whole world weep
I'm at your feet, I'm at your feet

Mercy, when the grey turns to black and the wave's on my back, you make me smile
Mercy, is the trauma no martyr you crush into pleasure and downtown
Mercy, it's the shining of you that just breaks me in two like a lifeline - you're my lifeline.

I'm the idiot to your poetry when you burn you bleach
Everything and all I need is at your feet, Is at your feet.

Mercy, are the licks and the lips of temptation, just tricks, not for playing?
Mercy, are you the camera suck, gun slut to headphone fuck holes in my being
Mercy, are you everything which put the sex into bitch, just faking, do you fake it?

So I celebrate your chemistry
If you bond with me
I could make your whole world sweet,
I'm on my knees.

~O~

13. "Burden in My Hand"
Soundgarden

Follow me into the desert
As thirsty as you are
Crack a smile and cut your mouth
And drown in alcohol
Cause down below the truth is lying
Beneath the riverbed
So quench yourself and drink the water
That flows below her head

Oh no there she goes
Out in the sunshine the sun is mine

I shot my love today would you cry for me
I lost my head again would you lie for me
I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand
I lost my head again would you cry for me

Close your eyes and bow your head
I need a little sympathy
Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone
Who isn't me
So kill your health and kill yourself
And kill everything you love
And if you live you can fall to pieces
And suffer with my ghost
Just a burden in my hand
Just another anchor on my heart
Just a tumor in my head
And I'm in the dark

~O~

14. "Use Once and Destroy"
Hole

It's the emptiness that follows you down
It's the ache inside when it all burns out
It's poisonous, it muscles, it aches
It's everything you had when it breaks

It's the emptiness that's all you have left
Too terrified of your frozen breath
It's a bitter mouth, it's buttered and knived
It's the awful truth you fight for your life

It might as well, it might as well hurt
It might as well, it might as well
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
Fill your hungry wretched life
Here they come, it's closing time

It's the bitter root, it's twisted inside
It's the heart you used to have when it died
It's the emptiness, it poisons, it lies
It's everything that you'll never find

It might as well, it might as well hurt
It might as well, it might as well
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Take your rapture blister burns
Stand in line - it's not your turn

All dressed in red, always the bride
Off with her head, all dressed in white
Off with her head

I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains

Ooh, I will follow you
Anytime, anywhere
Ooh, when I come for you
Just say you don't care

~O~

15. "Dawn"
Poets of the Fall

When darkness is no less than everything you've built become undone
There's no fight and no flight, disaster leaves your passion overrun

It's time to let go, it's time to carry on with the show
don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn

n' I will be standing by your side
together we'll face the turning tide

Remembrance, can be a sentence, but it comes to you with a second chance in tow
Don't lose it, don't refuse it, cos you cannot learn a thing you think you know

A new light is warm, shining down on you after the storm
Don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn

n' I will be standing by your side
together we'll face the turning tide

~O~

16. "So Cold"
Breaking Benjamin

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time

It's alright

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